Tell them I was full of love in my eulogy
Will they remember me?
Tell me am I half the man that I used to be?
The shell that’s left of me
And what’s my freedom worth if I have nowhere else to be?
Nowhere else to leave?
Is it just a cage that I call my stability?
I lost my empathy
The poison found its way to my blood
I feel it seeping into my lungs
I push away the people I love
I ruin everything that I touch
It’s lonely when everything is numb
It’s empty when you can’t fall in love
How many times can I say I’m done?
At what point do I stop trying to run?
Trying to run
Don’t I know that I’m the one thing
I can’t escape from?
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
Tell them I was full of love in my eulogy
If they remember me
Tell me am I half the man that I used to be?
The shell that’s left of me